lamez0odlezstfu
Feb 28, 2009 22:24
Life seems to get more and more complicated
I found someone who loves me
but its as though i know this won't last.
it seems his love won't last forever.
creating a new life.
leading to others
finding love
falling apart.
yet again, creating a new life.
it seems to be an endless cycle.
love
happiness
pain.
those are the things we live for.
lamez0odlezstfu
Jun 16, 2008 21:44
the world will be right with itself.
it will all be okay
maybe
just for one more day.
lamez0odlezstfu
Jun 14, 2008 17:11
i've tried to tell myself that your gone
so many times
time and time again.
it kills to know
im the only one who knows.
secrets.
little pieces, things become
everytime i think about you.
lamez0odlezstfu
Jul 21, 2007 20:43
What are you afraid of?
I am afraid of losing everything, and everyone I love.
I'm afraid of being forgotten.
I'm afraid of rejection, and being hurt.
I'm afraid of getting close to people.
I'm afraid of being alone.
writer's block,
afraid of
lamez0odlezstfu
Jul 21, 2007 20:41
i'm coming home tomorrow
but its to people i don't know all too well anymore.
everyone is close with each, when they werent before.
its going to be weird.
i know i'm not missing much there
but they aren't missing much either. obviously.
scared.tired.confused.lost.angry.crushed.
everything.
<3
lamez0odlezstfu
Jul 02, 2007 01:02
Including the pain this all brought.
But for once, I will say it was worth it.
He was worth it for that period of time.
We had the greatest times
But he changed it all in an instant.
I don't need this.
lamez0odlezstfu
Jun 29, 2007 16:36
Yesterday=Worst day possible.
But i'm trying to work things out.
I am mixed up, I know.
I'm glad you guys know it too.
I love you with all my heart.
But the way we treat each other, its hard to stick around.
You wouldn't be devestated.
You won't really notice.
I'm in pain.
My back and my arm hurt.
Fucking quads.
lamez0odlezstfu
Mar 30, 2007 22:04
pneumonia blows.
I have been sitting at home all fucking week.
i am going insane.
I miss my friends.
Everyone is out having fun, and im stuck here.
:(
fuck this.