If Satan existed and in the context that Satan was a bad man, and the one whole clenched your heart for his mere amusement thing; if there was such a being I think he has just given me a refill. Yes, I understand that some of the people in my life have stated in my journal that they are here for me and care about me. I wish I didn't express things ( Read more... )

Stared at this text box for quite a while, thinking of what to write, to cover up my former post. It was the only time in my life when I vented and felt worse than before. It is not the peoples comments that I find bothersome it is just the fact I lost an outlet, maybe even an outlet that I was fantasizing about it working. I am going up stairs, ( Read more... )

Horrific disasters of the heart, peeling away your inability to create a wall. It hurts and the technique of hiding yourself to the world may skin you. Pain pushes through your veins as if it was lead, scraping your foundation raw with its comical menace. Can you survive any drops of kindness? A serum against all odds invading through the cracks of ( Read more... )

Once again after being invited to go out last night, well, I guess it was a matter of fluffydave trying to get me to ask on my own and then in the end he folded and invited me. We went to B-Movies, which I guess is having its first go and other than being extremely hot and crowded there were many interesting people there. Ahh I point being that I have ( Read more... )

Heading out to B-Movie @ The Betsy Trotwood. Finally I get some films out of this experience. At least something with the word film.
http://www.bmovieclub.co.uk

Thank you for a wonderful evening fluffydave,lellen, gothgems,
diffrentcolours,yaruar, zoo_music_girl and juameiSo many interesting people I have met in one night, if I missed any I am sorry just don't have your Livejournal name yet. I just had to ask the girl next to me how to spell intoxicated, so I am not that drunk, see I can still spell when people telling me how to spell. Thank you all the wonderful people ( Read more... )

New layout, Christina got me hooked on changing it around. The backround is from a film called "closer" that I produced last spring for my Filmmaking Class. What you think?

Some Memories of Sean's House

I thought about my friends back at Point Park College today, I thought about the fun we all had at Sean's, helping out with his novel, meeting new people and eating all his food. I miss you all so dearly, so I though I post some pictures to console me.


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Rememberance ( Read more... )

Ever feel as though you are not the sore thumb, you are just on the wrong hand?

Many people here seem to be from one immense batch of dough, a cookie cutter worn and faint. Not everyone, although the majority are just uninteresting and dull ( Read more... )