losing a medium, oh well

[lamovrevx]

If Satan existed and in the context that Satan was a bad man, and the one whole clenched your heart for his mere amusement thing; if there was such a being I think he has just given me a refill. Yes, I understand that some of the people in my life have stated in my journal that they are here for me and care about me. I wish I didn't express things

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[mofette]

post some of those Surveys or Quizzes, most people love seeing them in journals
Some people don't :)

Sorry that you're ranting. I don't know how to make it better, but I'm sure it'll pass

look at me, I'm having FUN in Japan! :D

[biancabird]

Oh, there is a special level of Hell (recently refurbished) for those who abuse their mobile phones. This includes those who disturb others with over-zealous texting, as well as anyone who tests all their ringtones in public places.

Satan exists to urge me to add colour to my wardrobe. Must resist.

[gothtygrr]

i never once thought you were weak or whiney or pitiful. There's *nothing* wrong with saying what ever you want or need or feel in your journal. i do wish i could do something for you though, but that's part of my personality - i love cheering up my friends.

Now, i won't preach about the bee sting, but i personally would feel better if you got some medical attention.

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[lamovrevx]

I feel better, it is ok, I cant put needles in me, like I went so many years getting shots for it, so it should be fine, like they were 2 shots every week for 7 years, I keep taking my temp and got some sleep. Thank you though, for your words, I just dont like the "feel better colleen" comments. I am greedy, like I am glad they care, just wanted some direction

[killingjoke]

they handed me this needle, huge---huge needle and said if you are feeling sick right now than you should take this..wait a second, I should take this? I am not the needle master, I handed it back and walked right out.

they what?! did i catch this right? they wanted YOU to inject the thing yourself? errr...doesn´t sound like any kind of "medical office" i want to be in...

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[lamovrevx]

yeah but no insurance to they treated me like dirt.

[kaos]

Your LJ ...your space....you rant away.
Hope you're feeling better soon.
Of all the things Ive abused my body with over the years, sleep deprivation is ulitmately the worst causing all sorts of demons to rear their ugly heads giving me way too much time to jump deep inside my head and wander aimlessly along dark corridors that shouldnt often be visited.
Anyway.....I hope this passes for you.

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[lamovrevx]

I hope too also, maybe I am on edge, so I don't want to take it out on anyone. I have friends; childhood friends that see me in a different light, I don't want them to see such things. It makes others uncomfortable. I am thinking of seting up a private journal also