Мне так хочется умереть порой, уезжая домой одиноким и одним. Я словно один в мире и бесполезен без них.

Разломать бы себе сухожилие, разломать бы себе тело и не пускать себя в движении.

ненавижу ничего и всё. хочу девушку но это невозможно - меня никто не любит. Моё лицо лишь 6 из 10, я лишь обычный средне-статический подросток. И он хочет ( Read more... )

Sometimes, you just risk it all, when it comes to create something that exceed your expectations.

i feel really unconfindent again. I fucking hate Physics. I mean;

I know how to beat it. For now. But I`m not sure.

Habits. And practice.

GameDev requires trust. If you don't trust in your project in it's right execution, won't work yourself out of hell to get the pleasant results - project will be horrible.
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It is quite weird doing the thing without a motivation.

Self-sustaining motivation is the best.

Keep speaking. Keep being louder. Someone alike will understand your words. And you together will keep the fire on the candle under the wind more steady.

it is just fucking depressing. Talking to people that don`t motivate you usually lead to complete shut down in your performance.

it is the utmost important to choose people to speak to.

I really like to talk with people, but not so much to not starting to mirroring them. I have this weird problem of getting their problems into my head.

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What is like to be skilled as fuck, but you are kinda bad with understanding social cues? Elon Musk situation?

Even with being intellectual free, I can`t understand why would some people say they are right, when they clearly not. How they can be so blind?

I`m clearly showing you, that you are saying BS. Sure, I will ignore you, but this shit will repeat again and again.

This is just stupid.

1. I don`t understand why people hate me. It`s annoying. Most of ( Read more... )

I need to learn to spend most of my free time on hobbies ( Read more... )

To read is to able to get the information as a whole as possible. You don`t read words after words; go after sentences, after texts. You want to see everything at it`s details.

To see details, you need to see the whole thing. Details tell more about process, than actual "whole thing".

I made a mistake. I thought talents are miracle, a ticket to ( Read more... )