tonight I looked in the mirror and cried about how ugly I am for the first time since I was 13.

this is not what I want at all.
I cant wait till its over. FUCK YOU.!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am alive.

and kickin! to the top gun soundtrack and getting breakfast served to me in my boyfriends therapist chair in my livin room. what you know bout homefries. out.

it was wonderful to see you.

fuck the last 3 nights.
I yelled at Haileys ex wearing a flapper dress.
He took his tv and the xbox.
My boyfriend is in jail. for a while.
I lost my gloves.
and now only work 15 hours a week.
Fuck.

new job, new man. life is good.

that it seems a lot of boys feel threatened by this twilight business? Cant we just have this one thing?

I know I'm nowhere near perfect, but everyone really annoys me.

I have have to perform an honor killing if my Brianna ever goes back to jimmy.

of everyone I know turning their backs to me.