So I flew out of New York today. More meetings with Wendy and A Happy Place.

And one with Krieff, but I don't want to talk about that yet.

JC says he's going to convince me to take him back. I gotta admit, I'm looking forward to his efforts.

The last time I woke up with a hangover like this, I was 17, and Chris had scored some jaegermeister from a German liquor store and brought it back to the hotel to share with me and Justin. I decided I was going to meet him shot-for-shot, and wound up puking into Justin's suitcase. The next morning I woke up and it felt like Lou was sitting on my ( Read more... )

I don't want to talk about it ( Read more... )

I've been bouncing around on cloud freakin nine all day. Must have been really annoying to the others, but I didn't really care. I was coming home! Home to JC, who was finally ready to get on with it. With us, as two. Finally start our life as a married couple the way it probably should have last summer ( Read more... )

So, Chris spent his day on the links, and I hopped a plane over to Puerto Rico for my friend Marc's vow renewal ceremony.

I sat there, and listened to these two people who love each other so much that they want to re-declare it to the world, and I thought of JC. And I thought about Chris, and how I'm really feeling about all of it ( Read more... )

::scrubs eyeballs with bleach::

Ew. Ick. God. Gross.

I walk into Chris's room in our suite, fully expecting him to be in there alone. But noooooo... all wrapped up around the Bobzilla. Ick. Ick ick ick ick ick ( Read more... )

So, last night went... better than expected. Had a good time with the Mouse, and JC and I even shared a ride home. Thought about seeing if he'd share our bed with me, but he walked into a guest room and closed the door. I thought about knocking or just walking right in, but. Well, I'll take what I can get ( Read more... )

Ahh, it's the Mouse's birthday, and Marshall... Eminem... whatever the hell we're supposed to call him threw her a surprise party, hence my arrival in LA.

... didn't think Jayce was going to be here.

With Bobbie.

Back in LA. Haven't seen JC yet, but, that's not really the point of this post.

Just wanted to wish a happy 21st to my Mouse. I'll always love you and be here for you, Brit. Have a wonderful day.

So Chris follows JC into the bathroom and comes out all happy and relieved.

No pun intended.

Fucking perfect. He'll make up with Chris, but he still won't speak to me. Great. So glad it's more important to mend the relationship with the guy he dumped (no matter how good of friends we are) than it is to mend it with his husbandI'm leaving tomorrow ( Read more... )