::walks into my bedroom after a long day with my parents::

::sees JC asleep, alone, on the floor, again::

::sighs, and gently lays a pillow down on the floor, next to JC's sleeping body::

::carefully slides up to spoon JC from behind, my arm resting lightly on his waist::

::whispers::

Goodnight, Jayce. I love you.

::calls JC and leaves a message::

Hey, it's me. I'm sorry I haven't called sooner, but I wanted you to have your space and everything. I hope... well, I hope you're finding what you need ( Read more... )

Well, I've pretty much decided that being alone sucks. Too much thinking in the last few days. I don't know if I've reached any decisions yet, but I don't suppose they're really my decisions to make. I'm heading back to Memphis tomorrow, then south to Momma and home ( Read more... )

The drive is going okay. Stopped in St. Louis for the night and just kept going north. Think I'll just ride this Avenue of the Saints all the way up to St. Paul, then come back down 35 to Kansas City, cut across back on 70 to hit 61 and come back south again. whoopiedoo. Enough of my travelogue ( Read more... )

::leaves a note for Chris and Justin::

I'm making one of Melinda's updates come true, sort of ( Read more... )

::sits on back patio, singing softly to myself::

You know all my secrets
You know everything about me
The way I take my love, my chances, my own sweet time, and my coffee
And now every where I go I take a part of you with me
Did I take it like a thief or just carelessly?

God. What have I done?

We got into Millington late last night after hopping around the country for a bit . Stopped back in Orlando to take care of some business things, and Jayce had taken an evening flight to LA to be there for the AMA nominations, then back to Millington to hang with Justin a bit ( Read more... )

There comes a time when a man needs his brothers ( Read more... )

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I spend so much of my life hiding how I feel about JC from the masses. And now, it's hiding how I feel about Chris, too, so I want to talk about it a little bit ( Read more... )