So the funeral was really nice. I cried a lot. I feel so bad for the family, they are such wonderful people from what I know. I had an anxiety attack type thingy while walking out of the church. I was crying and I couldn't breath, I was just way too overwelmed with emotions ( Read more... )

I got a prom dress. Now I need some kick ass shoes and a date. Shoes being more important. Honestly I think the shoes are the most important thing ( Read more... )

So things have been kinda weird lately. I feel like I am drifting away from people, which is my fault no one elses. I don't even know what I am really saying. Yesterday I wanted nothing more than to go to bed listening to Bright Eyes, but then I couldn;t find the CD and I got really pissed off. OooO Fallon I need to borrow your Bright Eyes CD ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut last night. It is short now, I am a little sad. I look different I think. Honestly I don't give a fuck, it's only hair ( Read more... )

When I woke up today I felt extremely old and grown up. It kind of made me happy and sad at the same time.

I love it when you have a fabulous Valentines Day all by yourself, or just with you friends. But then the second you talk to you significant other it all goes to shit. Yeah that's a fucking great night. Thanks for ruining my fucking Valentines! O'well, I don't think I have ever felt so lonely before in my life ( Read more... )

Hanging out with Dave today, talk about sketchy. Oh well. Eric and I couldn't be better, I love it! I think everything is going to work out just fine. I think I am one of those people whose mood has to do with the weather. So because it is beginning to get sunny and springy I should be happy! Yay! Fallon and I might go shopping tonight, I ( Read more... )

I am having this sudden rush of happiness and that is very strange considuring it's 6 in the morning. Last night I got invited to go out to Denny's after work with some girls from work. It was fun, I finally am beginning to feel like I belong!!! j/k. Costumers were bitchy last night, maybe it just seemed like that because we had no men in the ( Read more... )

I am really excited for today. New classes. I don't know anyone in my 3rd, and 4th period classes though. That kinda sucks. Because they are classes that anyone can be in, like freshmen and stuff ( Read more... )