So I haven't updated in FOREVER! And I'm just doing it now to say that God has just taken a huge shit on the world right now. Soooo many people's lives right now suck including mine and it's fucked up. I don't know why so much shit is happening to good people!

I feel like a bunch of people are drifting away from me. I don't know if it's because of me or if it's them. I know I have made a couple of shitty decisions lately, but that doesn't change who I am. I dunno, but this is really starting to get on my nerves and piss me off.

Well, I haven't updated in awhile. Not much has happened since. I have realized that this summer is going to be crazy, lets just hope I don't go too wild. :/ I've also realized that in sketchy situations I can't say no with a force. I'm so stupid ( Read more... )

1) I hate feeling this way ( Read more... )

Vacation is almost over and I am so sad. It has been wonderful! I have been so hungry lately, I think I could just eat non-stop. Today's tennis match had no surprises to it. BG is spectacular at tennis. I hope today is a lot of fun, because I am working all weekend. :(

I can't believe I am still pissed. But that fucking Trinity bitch/cheating girl. I really wish I was meaner to her or got in a fight. Because I would have whooped her ass. Stupid short fat bitch. Gahhhh, I hate her. It's really dumb that I am still so upset. I think I am just really emotional right now. Hmmm, I am really confused about a ( Read more... )

Tennis is getting so frustrating. I can pull off fricken doubles matches, but when it comes to singles I lose to girls that aren't even better than me. I need to practice my aim. My mom pointed out that the girl I was playing was making me run all over the court, but I would hit the ball right back to her. So basically, if I try to hit the ball ( Read more... )

I feel like I am being forced to go to Hartwick! And it fucking sucks! Like I don't have a choice, I am being pushed from all fucking directions. I should just go and be happy about it, but I can't. I feel like I won't like it and I guess I am a little scared. And my mind was so set on Idaho, but no one wants me to go there, not even the ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of crying myself to sleep at night. This sucks ( Read more... )