lanesfagginess

I don't even know anymore.

lanesfagginess Jun 25, 2014 14:57

With my wedding out of the way, I am able to focus more on blogging. Hopefully. I've never been good about keeping up with a journal. I think it's because I live in this little solitary world in my head, and I forget to write thoughts down. In my head I'm someone else. Someone who looks like this:

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I can't believe it.

lanesfagginess Jan 05, 2014 19:09

Somewhere along the last two months, I just stopped posting. I stopped counting calories too, which has caused me to gain about five pounds. Once I finally got on the scale two days ago and saw this, it sent me right back into Weight Loss Mode, and I've stuck there ever since ( Read more... )

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lanesfagginess Dec 01, 2013 14:15

I've been away for awhile. I've gained about ten pounds from the constant binging I have been doing for the past two weeks. Everyday I tell myself I will restrict the next day, and I just fuck it up all over again. 14 days of this bullshit is too much ( Read more... )

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I Just Don't Know.

lanesfagginess Nov 13, 2013 17:51

Food has been my worst enemy lately, and I'm not sure I can recover from this binge, binge/purge, fast, place that I'm in right now. My weight is still down, but I'm mad that I haven't lost my goal amount of weight for this month. Even if I were to fast every day until the end of the month, I don't think I'd make it ( Read more... )