It seems like the only way to be evocative in art anymore is to represent emotion through characters...like little fuzzy animals or a girl-child with huge tramatized eyes. It's all very alice in wonderland, got stuck in circus clown roadie rockabilly dreamworld. It's the new realism which is working in place of obvious representation...and this to ( Read more... )

It seems that I go in cycles with this thing. It's been ages since my last post...no computer in the house. I never realized what a companion the computer is to me at times. It allows for silent time, yet a feeling of connectedness remains.I haven't really felt like writing for a while...and now that I am--don't really know what to say. Yoga has ( Read more... )

Okay...how could I ever have missed out on The Rentals.Going through my boyfriends cd's tonight for something to do pushups and situps to and I stuck this in.They are so fun and they make me feel like I'm back in high school riding to a show with my friends in the car.Good stuff, like Weezer ( Read more... )

It seems that so many people who are dear to me in my life have been negatively affected by substance abuse.If I go to dinner with my father after 7 pm I'm bound to hear the same story 8 times over.Tonight I tried hanging out with my sister--which is always a risky endeavor because we tend to hit heads most of the time...and of course--look what ( Read more... )

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It's been a while. Having some time to myself tonight...which is surprisingly blissful.Been meeting lots of new folks lately thru this local Irish Pub.It's been good but challenging socially for me.I have difficulty meeting new people...it makes me anxious at times.Tonight I started back on Zoloft again...I took a year hiatus from it and still have ( Read more... )

feels like i'm sinking ( Read more... )

I borrowed this one from Kookiefaerie ( Read more... )

TORI concert is tonight and I'm stoked as hell.This will be my third time seeing her but my friend's first.I told her to be prepared for an emotional situation...cause Tori can pull it out of even the most stubborn.Ben Folds Five are opening up and I'm equally excited for this--I have never seen them perform but I like their sound.Anything with a ( Read more... )

1.To really look into someone's eyes is a scary thing.

2.The holidays depress many people when they don't have anything to do.

3.People are not what they appear to be--they are much much more.You have to be patient to see.

4.Karaoke can be blissful and terrible all at once:)

5.Beer tastes bad.Don't aquire a taste.