i just think it's weird that i try to do my best for you and you don't really care, and actually made an effort to push me away and delete me. i see you went out of your way to actually uncredit all the icons i did for you. if you want people to stop making you feel like they don't care about you, maybe you should intentionally stop making other people feel that you don't care about them either.
I did that because I know you guys sit and talk shit about me on Wolfhome. I never did anything BAD to any of you. I'm sorry I whine a lot, and I'm sorry I'm never happy, or feel okay. I'm sorry that I always feel alone. I wish I could change that. I tried to help when you I could - I gave you money, I bought your paintings, but you guys still felt the need to talk bad about me
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i'm sorry, what have /i/ said behind your back that i haven't said to your face? i am very well aware that you've tried to help me, and i have always appreciated it. as far as leaving you overwhelming comments -- all my comments and intents have been supportive even when i knew i couldn't actually do anything for you, aside from ONE disagreement in MY journal that i shrugged off.
i very well agree that your journal is a place for you to be safe and if you are uncomfortable around me, then i damn well understand your need to separate yourself. what i am NOT understanding is what i have done to you, and i'd really like to know that.
Just because you've said it to my face doesn't mean you have the right to talk about me in a public forum. What I write about in my journal is private - Wolfhome's chat rooms are not the place to be discussing my personal life and decisions. I'm sorry that the way I live my life is unacceptable to you and everybody else - I'm always "unhappy" or "whining" about my situation - but that doesn't mean it's okay to talk about me. It's very apparent that if you feel the need to talk about me - behind my back - that there is a level of dislike or distaste for myself. If that's the case then I feel its more appropriate to astray myself from the situation so nobody has to hear me "whine" about how "unhappy" I am
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oic. you added aphiske. add this name. >:O
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i very well agree that your journal is a place for you to be safe and if you are uncomfortable around me, then i damn well understand your need to separate yourself. what i am NOT understanding is what i have done to you, and i'd really like to know that.
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