it's all just a waste, because in the end, we all die alone.

people lie. nobody really cares. 

i no longer use this journal. i had it deleted, but i reactivated it because livejournal has no easy to download all your entries. this journal has 6 years of my life that i can't just throw away.

I have no reason to live. I have nothing. Chris doesn't think I care about him or love him. I'm a terrible girlfriend and I make the wrong decisions, I do the wrong things. I have no freinds. Let's face it - yeah, my internet friends are nice but at the end of the day, I'm alone. I have nobody to hang out with, nobody to confied in. I have nobody I ( Read more... )

 i am not stable right now. i feel so alone and lost. so... unimportant, so meaningless. hopeless. i just want to curl up and die. 

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