Girls often have to strive much harder than guys to look good. And then still no one is happy with what you are. It causes depression. I think I have that on more level than one. Today my sisters husband tells me I need to eat more, and he thinks I have anorexia. Yeah, maybe infront of them I don't eat alot because I am too distracted. But I eat ( Read more... )

No, not really. But I do feel really weird. It's been over 8 months since I've really been affectionate and touchy feely with a guy. I love Nick >> I love him to death. I really want him sometimes. x_x Just so I can be held, or hugged or anything. But sure, not now. Granted I'm going crazy I can wait. =) My mom is just being a bitch about it. I ( Read more... )

Okay, everything was getting along fine this morning. My mom didn't say anything bad about my room, how I do things, or Nick. All of a sudden she explodes because I didn't finish a soda and I opened a water. Then she fusses about my room? Yeah, sure. She complains I never ask her what I can do, or if she needs anything. Well, I tried that, and she ( Read more... )

So, I get up fix my hair and go. Straight to the gynecologist. Sounds fun, eh? Well, kinda sure. This lady in there cuts up everytime with me, and I didn't have to get a pap smear - until 2 weeks from now. Which LUCKILY happens to be Nick and mines 8 month anniversary. This sounds like it'll ge so GREAT! The day Nick and I are together for 8 months ( Read more... )

Today Lanie found a inside out oreo. Omg. >> Anyways. My internet has been hobbling in and out so there hasn't really been a good time for me to sit down. Plus I've been playing at battle on. It seems really stupid, and kinda is, but it's time consuming and keeps me from being bored. Level 31 mage x-x; Anyways..Nothing really interesting happened ( Read more... )

Brooke keeps saying she cares, but alot of things tell me otherwise. And I've been seriously considering suicide, again. But I think that's just because my horomones are haywire right now. It'll go away soon. I won't have to deal with it once I am on birth control. I went to the hospital this morning when I was in pain. They gave me two or three ( Read more... )

Right. Explaining today. I get cozy in bed around 1 this morning, and fall asleep, and then my rat is OUT of the cage at like 3. I get angry and it takes me maybe an hour to get her back in the cage. So, I get another hour of sleep before my dad comes in at 6 to yank me out of bed. =| Great huh? I couldn't get back to sleep so I played Reign of ( Read more... )

I love you Nick! I love you lots and lots and lots. I'm tired though. Ok, like. I woke up this morning and cleaned and did all at my granddads, and I come home and clean up, and I finally sit down to talk to people online and COLIN shows up. And I'm in like a tight, short t-shirt that I slept in. Which showed near everything, and my mom busts in ( Read more... )

Today, I made Brooke orgasm. The End.

Getting the tests out of the way.

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