Okay so I can't sleep so as I way to just get things out of my mind I thought what the hell I might as well type out the craziness I've been wanting to type about. soo here we go ( Read more... )

okay so I'm severaly depressed right now, I want ot cry and crawl in a dark corner and frankly it feels like no one gives a damn adn I'm almost to that point where i don't either, I've ben cutting free for 3 months now and i just want to gah! I shouldn't be thinking like this and yet I am I've been single and doing great but tonight it just hit me ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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okay so I have been told ot post so no wi post ( Read more... )

Well not a lot is really going on lately, Josh is moving here so I'm really happy aboutthat, and yet I feel bad too cause he's moved around alot during his life, but ,u jidnsmf will hopefully be able to not have to move around much longer, with college and everything he'll be settled for at least 4 years, even with the military and everything. ( Read more... )

HOW WAS HOMECOMING!!!!!????!?!?!?! I didn't go as I'm sure you all know...but I still want to know howit all went...anyway yeah...hmm not much is going on and..hmm I dunno....okay nothing else is new. okay peace out ^.^ v

BULL SHIT!!! that's all the fucking school is fucked up bull shit!!!! Damn them to hell!!! at leat the fucking volleyball team, thank God I am not going ot have anything to do with them!!! BULLSHIT!!! Screw them all..I give up!!! bullshit and lies....damn them

Another sleep less night..darn depression...I jsut ive up...IB's gonna make me an insomniac..might as well start now huh?

in ohter news..I miss josh....hmm I could call him it's only 3:30 in the morning...

You Passed the US Citizenship Test
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hmmmm wow...I never knew that not having sports in my life would make me so depressed...Last night I was up all night crying....then I had a cursed dream but oh well...that seems to be my life...last night I put a pen in my hand and just let my heart write and with out thinking I worte a poem...that made my mom cry... I wanted to waer black today, ( Read more... )