i'm so empty. it seems that all my friends are forgetting i exist. the few that kepp calling only contact me to criticize me for decisions that are my own and no one else's. she's the only one that i can still talk to. but how is it that a single face can bring me so much happiness as well as sadness at the same time. on the few occasions that it's ( Read more... )

i'm happy. i've got an amazing woman at my side, enough money to get a truck, and great times with great friends. that's all.

chivalry is dead. and honesty is a whole load of bullshit.

flogging molly was fuckin amazing. saw alot of old friends, met alot of new ones. lots of bruises. all in all a good time.

i miss you.

I just don't know. All of a sudden everything unexpectedly rushes through my head in a neverending flow of questions, all ending with me asking if i'm just not good enough for anyone. i don't know what to feel. i feel like she did a couple of days ago. i feel hollow. i don't see how she could, i'd do anything to make her happy......but now i think ( Read more... )

she makes me smile.
<3

you know all i ever wanted in life was to have the best of friends, a loving family, and a girl that cared as much about me as i cared for her. i'm lucky to have one of those....friends. i'd seriously be dead if it weren't for you guys. i'd have nothing to live for. but now i think of the other two big things. i know one will never happen....the ( Read more... )

....the cops brought me home last night.......

so i slept in my car again last night.....there's no love anymore

"i have always hoped that you will never get married and have kids because your the biggest fuckin selfish lowlife in the world...i wish i had never had you. you are nothing to me."

this is what my mom told me on the last night that i would spend with my best friend before he went to college.