I've taken you under a cloak of financial irresponsibility. I've fed you lies. I've let you drink from the teet of everything less than moral. Why he'll never reign in the fashion he chooses?

And then I realized - this Sapphire lie won't ever love me back.

A hole in the heart. Who'd have guessed this emptiness could move one to tears.

Why won't this place leave me in peace. I hate this sadness and I hate everything attached to it. I don't even know what happiness is anymore.

I hope you all die a painful, embarrassing death.

I sit upon this lonesome throne
Bathed head to toe in a sea of glass
How or why this kingdom rose
I'll never know.

Tragedy hung thick
As somber took the scene
Shadows filled the walls
And she whispered
"Will I ever haunt your dreams?"

She hovered impatiently, soaking in each breath like candied fumes.

We fucked in silence. It was a subtle hint of things to come. She stood naked and shivering with nothing more than a "hello". I took her sneer as an invitation - we played swords in the dark.

I took a rail of substance - of metal and solid bone. I moulded it to my liking, fell ill and sent it home.

I took a bullet to the head of an infant mother. She bled and bled and cried no more. She was perfect in her torment - alone and confused. She left me thinking of maybes and furthermores, but ultimately I felt blue.