Today is one year since my dad died of brain cancer.

It's turning out to be much harder getting through this day than I thought it would be.

In a little over a month, it will be one year since my dad died. Not an anniversary i want to have.

I've been working 6 days a week/ 40+ hours for a while now. Good money plus a definite wearing down process is the result.

kind of treading water/verging on floundering.

All the feelings I normally have about Christmas were absent this year. The day came and went. I love my family, I miss him.

i'm pretty sure my dog is part hyena.

i'm dumb.

among other things.

f that.

weak.

hide or don't care. hide for now.

hangups.

get over those things already.

//pillow fights, "real" fights, arm wrestling, hats, serious talks, and britney spears. a good night.

4 months.
It was a friday the 13th.

i need you a lot.

later college station.