Yes, I am still alive

[larpphoenix]

How long did I refrain from writing? Years? It sure feels that way

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[anonymous]

I'm to be found in bed, more than I would wish for.
My body aches all the time and avery step I make, every move I make I sort of suffocate.
Apart for feeling sorry for myself, I'm also very sorry for my family and friends.
They were slowly robbed from their loving, lauching, crazy, up to (no) good sister, cousin and friend.

Since I'm sick, I can't visite them whenever I want to.
I felt I was becoming a burden. Someone who needs extra care.
And so I became a paria and withdrew myself.

What I want you to say: don't become me.

[larpphoenix]

I cannot become you. But I can listen, if you decide to let me know who you are. There is always hope. I see that in my own life.