I've been reading other people's LJ's and all of them appear to have their plans cut out for 2011 ( Read more... )

No lrp events for me this year. But last night I had a wonderful dream. BBB still existed and Legacy was more powerful than ever. But unfortunately while casting a spell I woke up, teary eyed. I miss those days. I miss my friends. Sometimes it sucks being me. I'm working hard to regain strength again, so next year should become the year of ( Read more... )

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Oh dear, it's november already. With X mas close at hand. Where did time go? I'd have never expected time to go this fast, since I've not had a regular life with a decent job for over a year now. Instead, my life consists of going to Endegeest in Oegstgeest three times a week, my housework, World of Warcraft and facebook. And also volunteering. I ( Read more... )

August again and me and a friend went to Castlefest. What an adventure! Our day started with dolling ourselves up for the fair. She went in a purple dream dress and dito cloak. I wore my new black dress and net shirt. Took me about half an hour to put on make-up the way Victoria Francis paints her vampire ladies and to put in my fangs. I do admit ( Read more... )

Whoa, I blink my eye and it's July already! Life goes fast ( Read more... )

Yes, I’m still alive. Haven’t posted in my LJ for ages, but now I’m ready to give the interested ones a little update. My house is now unrecognizably clean and neat. It’s almost the way it’s supposed to be. Meaning that I still want to improve my bedroom and must finish off the sorting of clothes. Yesterday, I finally started my therapy against BPD ( Read more... )

Still don't exactly know what to write about. All I can think of is that life doesn't quite turn out the way I'd wanted it to. When losing my job I'd expected to enter the different intake procedures at CPS and St. Antonius - therapy and gastric bypass - and to be treated as soon as possible. How naive I was! My problem appears to be more ( Read more... )

I'm planning to update this diary, just not now. My aunt Nel died last week. Next Monday will see the funeral. I wrote a little poem ( Read more... )

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