i was thinking of how i am loosing my friends ( Read more... )

i feel sick and exausted even tho im getting enouf sleep at night, i shuld be doing my work but i have no motovation i wanna sleeeeeeeeep i think thats what i am gunna do i wanted to write but i have a head ace maybe ill paint eh im in confusion

school makes me have reality checks its so funny ( Read more... )

elene needs to fucking move out she sucks at life and i home she is miserable for her whole life because frankly i could give a shit less any more about her there are people dieing in this world because the cant even cover up them selves and shes freaking out about this fucking shirt that i left at alex's, she is the most self cenered person you'll ( Read more... )

im in school now. last night i came hoome stright from school and ate peanut butter and jelly yum my favorite! i went to dean and lindas house at like 630 and it was her feeding time so moma fed her. lindas sister was there with her daughter, she has got to be the cutest, but mind me ading very fresh. she is very independent. i am very impatient ( Read more... )

so fucking mad did the longest journal and i clicked a link on the side and it all fucking went away im mad and cant type rightnow

my brother impacted my life so much he has no idea. hes made me realize that life is so much important than anything. ive found over the past months that hes come close to dieing and becoming extreamly sick, with his wife linda whos having a baby any week now, they say her due date it the 16th but doctors have changed their mind and extended it ( Read more... )

its something about this time of yeah its weird i noticed this last year, its just ther darker part of the year the time when it get darker faster more tired, eating more, just alround sucking. i hate febuary too, just from the past and this month ehh my dads birthday in on monday and i feel that i shuldnt be happy that im being selfish i am, its ( Read more... )

dweling on these beloved words
they mean everything
so hard to come out with but easy to show
i know the feelings are true

i cant wait till linda has her baby i am soooooo excited that all i think about its crazy tahts all i look foward to now its going to be so oooo weird when shes like 5, i cant picture my brother with a little girl i cant, i want to drive, they shuld just give me my licence i know how to do it im wasteing there time o well i want to loose weight and ( Read more... )