Being here is taking it's toll. I guess it took coming back to hear the sick desparation in everyone's laugh. I can't stand the thought of sleeping alone. So I've been falling asleep with the bottle. It's fucking amazing how much Alcohol numbs anything and everything for the time being ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my swanky studio apartment smoking a marb light 100 out my window, nursing a cup or earl gray tea, listening to OK Computer, wearing my sweet gap sweater that I bought at a thrift store, counting down the minutes until I get to see a sweet hipster band tomorrow night, with my therapuetic candles lit, and my incense I bought at ( Read more... )

I don't get why this wasn't all realized so much sooner ( Read more... )

I don't know who knows this. But I recently moved to Portland. The food here is amazing. I walk around for hours on end. I have amazing new friends. etc ( Read more... )

It's Christmas eve. It doesn'tfeel like it at all. I'm dreading tomorrow for several reasons. Most of which are too personal for a public forum such as this.

I hate my body. It ages without me feeling it.

Sorry to interrupt your steady stream of internet turmoil. This was just my bi-monthly 'I'm still alive' post.

I'm going bowling in a minute ( Read more... )

so it's 4:40 in the morning. Squints and I have decided to stay up until 6 when Cafe Doma opens so we can get fresh coffee. There's really no good explanation of it. What are we doing to stay up you may ask yourself? Let's see here ( Read more... )

So I just saw 40 year old virgin with my favorite human Matt Smith. And he lost his keys somewhere between when we started power walking, and by the time we finished skipping yelling at each other "pick your knees up higher pussy!". After not being able to find them, we walked to home to find the door locked and Justin (Matt's roommate) to be ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow back to CDA maybe. I've had probably one of the best weeks of my life here. If not the best ever. Saw lots of people and lots of things. Made plenty of inside jokes that I'm going to have to deal with no one else getting when I get back. And of course the whole being in pure hell of getting a job washing dishes, getting my own ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Life is good and I don't have a computer. So fuck this thing. Coheed and Cambria and tattoo's tomorrow. Warped on Saturday. Skateboarding on Sunday. Good weekend to all. I love squints.