I love him.

I never really realized how badly it sucks ( Read more... )

so its been about 18 weeks since my last post... not that anyone even comes close to reading this on a regular basis... haha its all for me, i'll admit it... i can talk to myself and not really feel all that badly about it :p

It hurts so bad
To love you so much
It hurts so bad
To watch you drive away
It hurts so bad
To know you won't be there tonight

I love you.
I miss you.

But we will survive.

"And I feel so low tonight."

You kissed me good night.
It caught me off guard.
I think it's cute.
I love how close we are.
I love you.

"I know what's best for me, but I want you instead." ~ Over and Over Three Days Grace

I effing hate college
I effing hate my "friends"
I effing hate myself
I effing hate life

Ugh.

I'm thinking...

I don't like the way I feel when I think about him...

I don't want to do that to myself again.

I don't want to die.

~A gum wrapper from a kind of gum I don't even like ( Read more... )