bad mood's not cutting it!!! the first set of eyes opened today:
( the four that survived! )

i guess this week's been awesome, but being upset today seems like much greater of an option than being happy.

i'm grossly sick of this bullshit.

pork chop had eight babies, i need to find homes for at least four of them. please help me out and think of it as an act of charity!!! when i bought pork chop she was already pregnant and came from an over crowded cage, her babies would have been born there and possibly killed by other mothers/occupants. also, pork chop would have had another male ( Read more... )

i caved and bought feeder mice. i'm glad they're living with me and not being eaten. once again, the female is pregnant. if she does not eat her babies i will need responsible parents for some of them.

( look! )

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seeing my mom this weekend was difficult. even though everything is better now, and it is all over, it was very hard to endure. as soon as we entered her little, little room in the hospital, i choked up. she shares a room with a cancer patient named Bella. She is 92 and has a 94 year old boyfriend who visits her often. she looks very young and ( Read more... )

i'm trying really hard to keep my spirits high, but now that 7seconds has come and gone, and getting super bowl tickets is not 100% guaranteed, it's difficult. today i went with my mom to get the staples out of her head and stomach. i have a pretty strong stomach, but it was very difficult to contain myself from vomiting while watching and trying ( Read more... )

my parents have been gone all week, i made a new layout.

being disappointed has completely lost it's charm and i really can't romanticize things anymore. vacationing seems like an ideal quick fix for this ridiculous bad luck, but i don't think it will cut it. so basically, i only have a year until i can have a 100% accurate idea of relocation and schooling, that's motivation enough.

plus, 7 seconds in 2

i have no rants/feelings concerning valentines or hallmark, but today sucked.