Have you felt like as though you're lost in a maze? A complex maze whereby you do not know where to turn or much less what to do. At times .. endless walking which leaves you confronted with a dead end or a route which leads you to more unknown dark areas. Do you continue walking, which ultimately leads you to the Exit or more fruitless attempts or ( Read more... )

Moments before you left for your holiday trip to China like you lying your head on my lap and resting like a baby and I taking the much treasured opportunity showing you affection by stroking your hair till you unknowingly entered the sleep gates of dreamland.

Loving times like these... <3
And counting down to the day you'll be back

And again, wrong decisions were made and it took a stab at my heart. The repercussions does not end just there, it lingers terribly long, akin to pulling out the knife and stabbing it for the second time on the same spot.

So fucking painful. Fucking painful. No amount of words can describe this fucking emotional turmoil.

I can't say I have been on this road long enough to know what to do or figure something out. Till this point, I am still lost as ever ( Read more... )

 Revisiting right after exams! 
For now, it's back to immersing myself in wordy sentences.
 

 So much to say. No opportunity to do so.

Doing my IPP report now, shall return here tomorrow!

There is a couple things I'm still learning, just gotta figure it out.

"I spread my wings and I'll learn to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance. Make a chance and breakaway." - Kelly Clarkson

Someone told me to spread my wings and learn how to fly. Like an eagle. Eagles soar high alone in the sky while chickens flock together.

Food for thought.

 When (almost) all else fails, I come back to this little humble space.

At times I just feel that I get misrepresented by the things I do or say at the spur of the moment. It's always at the spur of the moment, oh how I wished I could just turn back time. I do not know why but I have been feeling very strange lately, not good or bad strange but like ( Read more... )

 Here's a conversation that might happen if my diary is a living thing ( Read more... )