too bad its over.
but there will be many more.

and i fell in love all over again with my boyfriend. i loved the zoo. i love the way my boyfriend looks at me. it makes me want to smile and cry at the same time. he is probably too good for me. but, i hope that i can be good to him and be worthy of his love.

my boyfriend, even if i hate long drives. today i get to meet his brother. i hope i don't call him paul, or tim... anyway, time to get dressed, brian will be back from class soon.

got my hair done: awesome
going to see my bf tomorrow: more awesome.
it's cold and i want to cuddle and drink cocoa.
and make love love love and listen to death from above above above.

you laugh and joke and realize what you'd be giving up. so you dig your feet in and hold on tighter and you fight for what you want, even if you're fighting yourself. you just gotta keep loving, even when it's hard. what's life without someone to love you more than you thought was possible? i can't remember, and i don't want to.

How the hurt still lingers and all the uncertainty too ( Read more... )

I feel so frustrated. I feel like I can't stop thinking about and over analyzing everything. I think I would rather bottle my frustrations than voice them cause I'm tired of having the same talk. I barely feel any enthusiasm about next weekend. It's like, what does it matter, it's not like he wants me around. I am sure he wouldn't care either way. ( Read more... )

http://midwestdesperation.blogspot.com/

love is a many splendid thing.
*lame*

1. What are your opinions on ryan sheckler ( Read more... )

on a day what you want comfort, you don't ever get it.
sometimes you want to hear, "i love you babe."
but all you get is silence. awkward silence, alone in your room.
brain never stops... I wisht the weekend would hurry.