So I randomly cried today, when I realized that my recent break-up was very much the same as my last break-up. Both guys are completely different, but both don't know what they want and weren't happy. It's hard not to feel a drop in self-esteem in such a situation. How do you keep yourself from thinking "What is so wrong with me that I make these ( Read more... )

Why is it that it seems the last guys I've dated all seem to "get back to normal" after breaking up with me? Immediately everything is better. What do I do wrong? What do I do to make them freak out?

Sorry LJ and Ashish... since I think you're the only person who still reads this anymore... but I haven't written in a LONG TIME. But I totally called you (Ashish) a couple weeks ago and we had a great chat. I really enjoyed that. I'm not sure when I'll have time, but I definately think that we should do some sort of trip together. Not sure if ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

Hey Ya'll. Well, life is back to the norm around here, which I was a bit depressed about yesterday seeing as the past week and half has just been stellar with a combination of summerfest, a wedding, and my birthday ( Read more... )

Something is definately off with me lately. I'm pretty sure it's just the new bcp I'm taking, body adjusting and what not, but I feel like I'm 15 all over again... stupid shit setting me off... emotionally that is. I really hope I straighten out soon, it's bugging me to no end. It's a circle, or more like a spiral with the hormones causing me to ( Read more... )

So.. had a pretty good weekend. Steve came home. Yay ( Read more... )

Steven left for Europe today. He'll be gone 2 whole weeks!! He's backpacking around with his sis, who's spent the semester in Spain. This journal entry is to say how flippin' jealous I am of him. Yeah, I'll miss him, but I'm just so much more jealous of him. Lol ( Read more... )

Ah.. life has been crazy lately.

I'm super jealous of Steven... getting to backpack through Europe. Lucky!!!

In happy news, I get to see Anna Banana next weekend. Driving to Michigan. Anyone wanna drive with me?

I'm feeling ugly. I have these horrible cold sores, like a trillion of them, and they're taking over my face. Ok, so I have have 3 spots that seem gigantic to me, and it sux. I'm using Abreva, Releev, and Carmex, now go away ( Read more... )