So I wake this morning HOPING for a good day with food. I have moved back in with my parents and am still in the transition. Yet, moving home STILL REQUIRES RENT! I wish they wouldn't take my money ****sigh**** OH WELL ( Read more... )

Today no purge...so far and honestly I have a gut feeling today with be a NO PURGE DAY! Hey, that's good! Yesterday GOOD ( Read more... )

Wow, Amy P on yesterday intervention = me YET I am not 92lbs.

Abuse:
of sweetners.....(points to self)
of coffee......(raises hand)
purging (too many times to count)

I wish I didn't have to eat with anyone; just leave me alone

women are a part of culture. We're part of what drives it. I mean, it's not that culture is being imposed on us by men. We WANT to be SKINNY

Here I am again...today day 3

I HATE THAT I HAVE THREE DIFFERENT JOURNALS AND NOTHING IS IN ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FURIOUS WITH MYSELF THAT I CAN"T BE ORGANIZED.

I FEEL LIKE TO STUPIDIST PERSON ON THIS PLANET...

Yet, I am told I am a good person; can I come to beleive? I just want the "security" of my ED.....please

but no ed; ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrr to ed, but hey at least I am taking more action in life.

I am inquiring about more schools....
Considering a volunteer program.....
moving......
working out......

before I just bped all day.....so there's improvment......i guess

I know I have to be willing for any change to occur. Currently, I have no been willing because I WANT A GAURENTEE ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with Pop Tarts......

I just don't want to purge today or Binge. Yet, my nerves just want releif. My anxiety says I won't make it...it says whats the point because I will just end up giving in at some point.

But just for today I don't want to....I don't want to feel bad. I don't want to have ANOTHER day ruined....I don't want to have another day I was not abstinent in my ( Read more... )

12 inches of my hair gone.....Only a buzz left

Very freeing