There is a delirious ache beneath my skin. But I must remember to sleep easy. A symphony of moans lie in the laughter. Time is cool like a midnight swim. Manipulate the language of my peach summer dress. His bare stare and a black suit on. Beneath all these raw moments sad blood soars. Shape my tongues sweet words while I whisper "why?" Let us ( Read more... )

Once upon a time in a dark, dark bar (so dark you always end up making the mistake of waking up next to someone who is atleast fifty percent less attractive the next morning) in the far away land known as "The Stumble Zone" I came across what I would commonly refer to when I was fourteen as a 'sex god'. The place wreaked of cigarettes and cheap ( Read more... )

My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I am happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right?Ever since I was a little girl I thought that happiness was something that was earned, a trophy, a testament of hard work and in return you received a content and peaceful state of mind. It hasn't taken me but two decades to ( Read more... )

and while the shooting stars sleep in the corner of my eye i think about what my world would be like without light. probably not much different than it is now i suppose?

There was an eery feeling as we slipped through the back streets on the way home last night. We were all quiet..I didn't mind though because I didn't feel like talking. I was tired and stoned. The park was wet with fog just lingering like an uninvited guest. The park looked as hazed as the car after we ripped through the blunt. Mother nature in ( Read more... )

What Men Call Breathing Is Suffocating MeToday I reinvented myself. I know I've said that before, but this time I really did it! I have sworn off having a central nervous system. I will from this point forward be a human cockroach. After yesterday, I will no longer be using my central nervous system. I'm going to dedicate my attention span to ( Read more... )

So here is my newest piece. I have been working on the concept for quite some time- just couldn't find the right inspiration to execute it. It is fiction, I think!

Feel free to write back with commentary, it is still a work in progress.

DAY1as soon as your hands reach my skin I feel raw all over again ( Read more... )

I was laying there in that cold white room...and I thought to myself..someone died here right where I'm laying and it was so bizarre because I felt so comfortable laying there..thinking, hoping it was my time to go. I've just been so sad lately feeling that I am somehow missing. Lately I've been feeling so empty, surrounded by all this humanity. I ( Read more... )

I just kept thinking to myself "I just want to be with him so bad"
And then I starting digging into that so much deeper...you know..picking at it.
I just wanted to be with him.
And that's what it's about right?
Finding that one person in life where you can just be.Be yourselves around one another and just be yourself ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )