I just realized things that I should of known from long time ago, you never get what you want in life. Young people might think they do but you really don't. Life is harder to live, more then you think. I should of told him how I felt, but now the days are lonelier and it's sad that I miss his crazy laugh and smile. What has come over me? I told ( Read more... )

I had fun partying at the club last night, it was so much fun. I drunk a bit but that was alright it was so much fun! The dancing was so much fun, I needed some relaxing things to do to forget what work has done, it's so stressful.

I danced with some guys but it didn't feel the same, sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to be in a relationship ( Read more... )

Omg I can't believe I had a DREAM about him! Why in hell it's annoying, and plus he owes me money! Yes you know you who are Jiraiya! I can't help but to say I kind of miss hanging out with you isn't that sad?

What's going on with the kids in this town? They are acting so crazy, man..I know I have say to say this but jeez, seeing random people ( Read more... )

Where does the time go when things are not the way we want them to go? Where is more time when you need it? What if you said the wrong things to some one and regret it?

Life for me has been living hell, I'm pulling double shifts at the hospital with no time of my own, I'm the big shot now like Jiriaya said I would be but I'm not happy like I should ( Read more... )

It's been one of those days that I wished I stayed in bed, my soft new bed that I bought before moving here. It's so soft I can easily fall asleep on it quickly. Maybe I will sleep after this, I'm not even sure. I tried taking a nap but it does no good, I just end up staring at the wall.

I tried to take your advice Jiraiya, and to no prevail I got ( Read more... )

I've been accepted for the job for a ER doctor at the hospital, I should feel happy about it but..I'm not. It's a new job at the new hospital that just been built. So, I'm not sure how to feel about things.

Hey Jiraiya do you still live here? To tell you the truth I kinda miss you big pervert.

So I finally came back to this town, I haven't been here for years not since that day. But I rather forget it then replay it in my mind every single time I think about it. It's not what I wanted to do but I'm broke and this place has the cheapest places to stay.

How long has it really been since I left?