i just feel like ive missed out on some much stuff. I miss so many things i use to love. It just never feels right and i dont know why.

i guess ever sense i found out he was really sick i just keep it down inside ( Read more... )

in one single moment your whole life can change ( Read more... )

another day passes and another person goes
i didnt know him that well its just sad that ive sat across from him
everything has been falling into place
ive started to get everything back in order
some friends lost and some gained
but all in all its the same

fuck man i am so pissed and i cant really pin it on anyt5hing
fuck friends right now
they just let you down
kind of drunk so parden my french

man i hate that feeling of what could have been
but i am just too timid when it comes to girls
how could i trust a random girl

you ever get that feeling that its not suppose to be like this ( Read more... )

some times i just feel left out

"loving something is all that matters it donesn't have to love you back."

sometimes i miss just not having some one to talk too
and other times i miss just laying on my bed and talking about nothing

i disliking working 8 days straight and i hate flat tires

great day even better night..
there were only a few people that i didnt get to see or talk to that i would have like too..
the lack of female interaction also bugged me..
where do all the nice ones hide..