it was you, i figured it out.
so you started talking to me about it for oh, about 2 mins.
and then changed the subject.
i had so much left to say to you.
i still do.
lets hope we get a chance to talk to each other alone soon.

I feel so stuck lately.
Like this is my life and nothing is ever going to change.
I'm completly blind during the week just hoping it ( Read more... )

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Are you sorry about my situation or are you apologizing to me?

I can't stop thinking about this.
I need to know.

If that was you, I wish you could just tell me so.

I miss who I was last summer and last year.
It was the only time in my life I felt whole and complete as a person.
I had everything I ever wanted and needed without any extra baggage.
I feel like this year I've so much of myself and others that I have to be fake and pretend in any givin situation.
There arn't many kids in my school I associate myself ( Read more... )

I'm just going to stay at the bottom on the stairs and listen to the echo of your voice...

For the most part last night went well ( Read more... )

I have so much left to say, yet I have nothing to say at all.
I composed myself today much better than I thought I would.
But soon as I was alone it really began to hit me.
You're leaving tomarrow and I won't see you for another 2-4 months.
After being used to seeing you almost everyday for 3 years.
I'm kinda freaking out and worried out of mine about ( Read more... )

For all of you that care...here are my classes.

DAY 1.
Lit & Comp Honors (aka english 12)
Physics I Honors
Campus
Early release

only two classes. 
can we say easy?

DAY 2.
Lit & Comp Honors
Physics I Honors
Intro to web page design
AP Psychology

overall, not too bad.
I'm deffinitly liking that i'm done with school every other day at 10:30.

hello 3.5 or higher ( Read more... )

good weekend overall ( Read more... )