does anyone read these anymore?
or did everyone just stop caring.

So as I sit here drinking my glass of vodka and fresca, I contemplate the rest of the day ( Read more... )

This is what i brought you, this you can keep,
This is what i brought, you may forget me.
I promised to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.when is everything going to stop feeling like it's...wrong? [for lack of any words] I try so hard, i'm practically crawling on my hands and knees, bending over backwards to make him ( Read more... )

Rediscovered some of my old journals. I really wish I could still access my old Open Diary but apparently they delete it if you don't use it after awhile. Which really sucks because I had alot of good stuff in there ( Read more... )

I know I'm probably just being paranoid or something. I tend to be. But sometimes, I feel like when we talk, he's not telling me something. It just feels like he's holding back or, you know how you just get that feeling where something happened but they won't say anything? that's how I feel. Like when he went to the Cape for the weekend ( Read more... )

just a note: i hate cunts and skanks.

figured it was time to update the look of this thing. It was looking a little drab ( Read more... )

i'm so damn pathetic and it's really sad ( Read more... )

i really want to see dave today but i don't know if i'll get to. :(
i still feel shitty but i feel better once i drug myself up. I can't wait to go to Maine this weekend. it's very much needed.

went shopping with sara today. except i didn't buy anything. =P ( Read more... )