"I keep myself busy. Time goes faster that way.
I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until I'm tired. I watch the wind play with the trash that's been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it.
Why is love intensified by absence?"

it takes alot for me to say sorry.
the least you can do is appreciate it.

happy 21 months!

I'm not your future. I'm just distracting you from it.

happy twenty months

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times
hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best".

happy nineteen months.

happy eighteen months!

"i c"

how irritating does that look?

all i needed was reality to slap me in the face
in order to realize how deep i dug my hole.

i guess i'm motivated now.