These last two months have been the hardest and worst of my life. For those not in the loop please allow me to catch you up. First off my younger brother has a horrible drug addiction. He steals from everyone and shoots up. Well this all came to a boil about a month and a half ago. He od’d. my little brother died and then was brought back. Talk ( Read more... )

i think i may be dying.

i'm still alive. amanda is pissed at me. guns and roses are good. gotta work tonight. fun

so on the way back to school tonight i kinda just sat and thought. man i need to get more serious about everything. i've been trying in class and stuff and making good grades but i dont really think i've put any emotion into any of the art i have made. most of it just seems like i was a robot and not feeling anything. so i am making the oath to be ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's midterm week. classes are flying by. i am officially to proclaim myself a professional artist. i need to go to the studio one night hang all my work up by date and take pictures for you guys. todays drawing i did with brown paper,red black and white conte crayons. the mondel was in a kind of laying down position but we had a ( Read more... )

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i really like college, i'm not depressd this time. i like my art classes and hopefully i'll like my work study job

i am getting no help from financial aid. so basically i came to college for the semester and next year i cant come back unless i come up with about 3 grand. so yeah
welcome to fuckedland let me be your guide

i hate what i have created. the kids in this area fucking suck. every single one of them is a clone and they all think that screaming is the key to music and they all have the same favorite bands " from first to last,silverstein,the used,story of the year" it makes me cringe. i thought taking away matchbox 20 from kids and handing them an atdi cd ( Read more... )

ok so it's been an awesome couple of weeks. i have been able to see last flight home play 2 times in under a month. freakin yeah. amaanda was so nice she drove me 3 and a half hours to see them play last night. it was so worth the drive. i can easily say there isnt a band out that matches these guys. i dont know the music just makes me feel good ( Read more... )