The next time I hear a guy say something along the lines of “you see the real me,” I might just vomit. People really need to get more creative…

I wrote this friday night and am just now posting it.

I have had a very emotionally exhausting day... So on the way to school today my dad and I had a yelling match, which ended with neither of us talking to the other and then once I left the car me crying in the girls bathroom for 15 minutes. The day was pretty good. I watched cruel intentions ( Read more... )

I just put all the pics that were asked for on my webshots. If I left something out just tell me or if you want more from something (like GOF, Circa, HATP, etc.) tell me and I'll get on that. Also, I was really lazy with my photo editing, so if you want something edited tell me.

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So yesterday at the career fair, Garcia elbowed me when on of the guys was talking about getting bored of each of his previous jobs then leaving them for something new. We had a conversation about it later. He was referring to stage managing, but I was thinking about my life in general. I really do drop things after I'm bored; cheerleading, acting ( Read more... )

Life just isn't supposed to be this hard...

Fever and being sick in general can make you feel so weird. On one hand I can’t swallow, my head is pounding, my body is bowling, my stomach is churning, and my whole body aches. But part of me is so delirious that it feels undeniably good. I feel drunk. Oh so intoxicated by everything. My body is tingling, and my heart pounding. I feel like I’m ( Read more... )

I am exhausted and classes havn't even started yet. I hate what I do to myself. I hate how I am stressed out before I even had a chance to relax. It isn't a healthy sort of way to live.

How can people convince themselves that they don't deserve everything they want? No matter what, the world is your oyster.

SUPE GOT A STALL IN THE MAIN BARN! This makes my year. At Scattered ( Read more... )

My dad has quit smoking or so he says. I know it’s really hard to believe. Obviously, I don’t have faith in him, so I’m not expecting you to either. It’s funny how he watched his two best friends die from lung cancer which was brought upon by smoking, yet he still had at least 3 a day. Then all of a sudden he’s on the road to recover because Pat, ( Read more... )

I had 2 of the weirdest dreams ever. None of which would ever happen
( can you say overactive imagination? )