It's fucking 4am and I'm in rehersal. It's not healthy. Lord I've been awake for 22 hours on 3 hours of sleep. Shit, my doctor would be pissed.

oh the angst of my new icon

EDIT: It's now 1:30 am and I'm still at school. only 7.5 hours left.

screw the world because thats better then feeling something

I can do hugs and kisses, but hand holding is too intimate because when your fingers intertwine so do your hearts.

Thoughts during the PSAT

Anna: Side by Side... ie the musical
Sydney: Only ____ more!
Me: Wow, guys look so sexy in pajama pants and sweatshirts

yeah one track mind.....

I went to the doctor today. I talked with him for an hour and a half. Apparently, I am doing too much and it's causing my health to deteriorate. When you have physiological problems they look for 3 patterns to be messed up sleeping, eating, and energy levels. Yeah all of mine are fucked up, so now I'm taking a sleeping pill/anti-depressant. Fun fun ( Read more... )

I had such a contradictory weekend. First off, I set a record for ( Read more... )

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So she needed me to need her, but I don't. Not anymore at least. If someone would have told me as little as 3 years ago that I wouldn't consider her one of my best friends, I would've laughed. I mean come one, she was part of the fabulous four. We are blood sisters for christ sakes. Well, Yeah he told her that he feels dirty knowing she's still in ( Read more... )

right now my life is basically the musical, Greece planning, and school. Not to mention my audition is a week away...I should probably memorize my monologue. Every once in awhile I get a chance to go to the barn. Yeah, my doctor's appointment is 2 weeks away. Im jazzed. I can finally find out why I'm tired all the time! YES ( Read more... )

5 people are staying with us for the hurricane from Houston. 50 horses ( Read more... )