so i decided well this is all really pointless this isn't actually me. to create a persona through the internet has no real value. this christmas eve doesnt really feel like a christmas eve. my life has changed quite a bit. everyday feels like a holiday to me. and there's something to always celebrate about ( Read more... )

never met a dead one who bought me a drink. (read on to be disturbed ( Read more... )

we took the sideways track it moves left and right the sway it takes you deep into the cove of night in these dark dark places there are few left they ran from corporate lions who feast upon regrets my insides impatient in a waiting room for anything to put a demon in its coffin inject the cure with your words with your soul all those things i knew ( Read more... )

so this journal is lame to look at. but i'm too lazy to adjust any settings and i'm too lazy to put artwork up on here or any pictures...i'm too lazy to do a lot of things. but i'll continue to put the words in here. to seep into the crevaces of the white and beyond. and i've come to believe that some girls will have every guy because their eyes ( Read more... )

soak the sin

well i guess now i'm picking up everything as if tomorrow will never exist. i should name my guitar. i should paint you staring at me, but i'd have to stare even more to get this done...YOU SHOULD give me a good novel to read, because i forgot how much i loved a good story.

you yes you

eye know you have eyes.

well i have a favor

if you are or know any nice girls.

please speak to me.

i'm a lonely boy.

wouldn't it be nice to die a little less each day ( Read more... )

if peace of mind was mine.
i'd slip out of my skin.
and out of the dim light.
i'd give out my heart to all open hands.
i'd rip out my eyes and throw them in to the sea
and watch them as they sank to never.

if peace of mind was mine.
would there be anything left for me to find?

a noiseless patient spider ( Read more... )

today i received a brief glimpse into what life was like in the 1950s. all i could wonder as i listened was: "why has so much changed ( Read more... )