holy shit. i didn't think i could last a whole week without even hearing her voice, but here we are... rounding the last day of her week long cruise. i left a party tonight after getting depressed by everyone asking where jenn was tonight... ahhhh ( Read more... )

2 months. two whole fucking months with her, and i still feel as in love with her as the first time i felt it.

just got off the phone with jenn and man, i am one stupid little fucker ( Read more... )

i want to go out and sell all my guitars and my amps and my drums and anything that would fetch a decent price.
i wanna go out and buy her a fucking ring. cause those things will last forever.
we'll last forever.

it's late and i'm tired, but fuck it, i'm in love.

yesterday was my birthday.. the big 1-8... yeah, porn and lotto tickets here i come ( Read more... )

no lies, just love.

carried her up the steps to her house... mmm, snow is so nice in the shoes.
i like the way she says thank you for the things that i try to do for her. heh.

just dropped her off home..
felt happy all day.. and now... just feel like i've been hollowed out.
stupid exams.
but everything will still be here when we get back and i'm thankful for that.

stupid exams..

i look at her between kisses and i know that i could be with this girl forever.
and really, that's all that i want.
and maybe she'd want that too..
she's not as optimistic about that happening..
but meh, that's ok. basically i'm just going to try to keep making her happy.. and hope that works.

econ exam tomorrow... need to get more than just a

ahhh! i'm kind of nervous for her to watch me play... argh, i used to be pretty good... and now i'm ( Read more... )

stayed home sick today ( Read more... )