"There are no events but thoughts and the heart's hard turning, the heart's slow learning where to love and whom. The rest is merely gossip, and tales for other times."
-Annie Dillard

I love my Eric.

And tonight I died ( Read more... )

Happy Anniversary ( Read more... )

My heart hurts.

I miss being surrounded by people who love me.

I know I've got God, but sometimes it's hard to remember.

Sometimes I just feel terribly alone.

Well I hope You're happy, God.

still choking on these borrowed words:

"my God, how great Thou art"

I don't know what to do.

I can't cry anymore.

Yet the war still rages on inside my head.

"Cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need."

It's interesting. To see all the different sides of me. My livejournal holds my deepest overflow of emotion, that I post on here because it is private and/or I have written too much in xanga. I write in xanga both regularly and freely, though it is always directed at somebody. Generally that somebody is a apathetic stranger who may have randomly ( Read more... )

I finally talked to somebody on the phone. It was a nice little 10 minute chat with Heather, who made me smile and even laugh a little ( Read more... )