school today was boring as usual. this week is seriously dragging... tonight i hung out with byron, will, zach, and kenny! it was fun. i miss those guys. i've been so tired lately.. probably because i'm sick. so i should probably go get some sleep. i only have to go to school tomorrow till 11! yess lol. sometimes therapy and dr apps are totally ( Read more... )

so today was just another typical day.. school, fighting with the parents... so on. lately, i've been feeling very compelled to join a club or something after school just so i don't have to come home to them so early every day. i used to have my dad to talk to about stuff, but i think my mom has succeeded in converting him to her level of insanity  ( Read more... )

havent updated in a couple of days... this week went by SO slow. last night was really fun - capt. morgan, smirnoff, and tequila.. first time in 5 months :) i've been good. haha. i only got like one pic though because i quickly became too inebriated to properly function a camera... so yeah:


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ok so livejournal has been being really stupid lately so i havent bothered updating. its working now though :) umm school has been ok so far this week. this last weekend was fun. i have a couple pics from friday night and a couple others resulting from extreme boredom. tomorrow after school me and becca are going to the boys tennis match at ( Read more... )

( result of late night boredom )

so i should probably just explain everything thats happened in the past couple of days, since i've been hearing MANY different storys/rumors about me because some people feel that they have the right to get into everybody's business... SO thursday i ACCIDENTLY (yes, accidently) sliced my finger open on some knife thing in art and i lost quite a bit ( Read more... )

so today was probably one of the most terrible days of my life. 8 hours in an ER was enough to drive me absolutely insane. sometimes i wish that everyone and everything would just dissappear. i've held everything back and kept everything in for so long and this is what happens to me. life is not fair, nor will it ever be. and i'm so over it now. ( Read more... )

why is it that the only person i can't get along with, is going to be around me for probably the rest of my life?

i'm okay now. yesterday was extremely frustrating. i have finally learned that i can't trust my mom with anything. and she's crazy. so she is sending me to a psych now, lol. i feel like a mentally retarded person. i guess she goes to one too.. though its obviously not working.. but i suppose it could be fun if i look on the optomistic side of ( Read more... )

i'm about to fucking kill someone.