i went to sleep around 3 last night.. and still i couldn't sleep. and i woke up early this morning and just layed in bed for hours thinking about everything. i'm trying to get over this but its still hard. i never saw anything like it coming. as much as i'm hurt, i'm more in shock. i just wish he wouldn't have said some of the things he said to me ( Read more... )

so, i never thought i'd be saying this so soon BUT me and ricky are over i guess. cute highschool relationships... do they ever last? haha. i was really worked up over it at first because i thought it was going to take me a while to get over, considering he was like the first guy i actually truly cared about. of course i'm still a little hurt and ( Read more... )

this week was alright.. kind of long though. english is boring as hell and all we do is tons and tons of busy work but at least its not that hard. and then french, creative writing, and art are easy. this semester is so pointless. it sucks though because since i take such boring classes, it goes by so slow. yesterday i couldn't take it anymore and ( Read more... )

last night was greattt! i missed hanging out with all of my old northside guys so much :( today, however, has been such a drag. i got home around noon and wrote a 10 page paper on martin luther king and racial unjustice.. what fun.. and not to mention the fact that i probably got a max of 3 hours of sleep last night so i could hardly keep my eyes ( Read more... )

today was FUN so far. my daddy and i went out and looked at cars :) yay. it was awesome. as of now i have four cars on my mind: the 2005 honda civic es.. i like it more than the accord because i don't like big cars. and the scion tc is really hot. then the acura rsx and the subaru wrx. so i just got home from that and i'm completely wiped out and ( Read more... )

yayy livejournal is up and running again!! it has been down for the past day or so. this weekend has been alright so far besides the fact that i'm sick. i'm starting to get better though, thank god, its about time. friday was emily's funeral. it was extremely sad. i also went to the viewing before the service because as much as i didn't want to see ( Read more... )

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so i'm still sick... and i'm not going to school tomorrow again but i am going to emily's funeral at 1. which will be hard. today was long. i slept for a total of 17 hours.. not including the 4 hour nap i took after i woke up this morning. my parents think i might be coming down with mono again. PLEASE PRAY THAT I'M NOT because i think my life ( Read more... )

today sucked. i can't get over this cold. i think its just getting worse by the day. so therefore i don't have to go to school tomorrow :) YESS. i get to ''stay home and rest and be lazy.'' this puts me in a very good mood.


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this week has been going well. my courses are easy so far. english is a little tough but not bad at all. yesterday i went to the mall and bought a couple things so today i came home and cleaned out my closet and got rid of a bunch of stuff and it looks nice and neat now. then ricky came over for a little bit and we hung out and watched tv. after ( Read more... )