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i'm so confused.

about everything. and i know its not like one day, ill magically figure out the answers like that. but heh, for awhile thats how i felt. for the past 3 weeks, i tried to blame everything on anyone but me. but yesterday, i realize the problem was me. especially after i really fucked up last night with one of my best friends and i ( Read more... )

i dont think we even realize happiness until after the fact. no one cares. they just want to be satisfied right in the moment. i dont even have anything to write about. its not like i have a life hah.

DOES IT HURT?

cause it hurts me.

so this weekend wasnt that bad actually compared to the last few weeks of fun filled drama. so thursday i honestly dont remember what i did when i got out of work. well then i went to work on friday cause i figured id be there for my paycheck anyway. so i got out at around 4.. got my nails done with col + tiff for senior pics. theyre kinda annoying ( Read more... )

heh, boy have things changed since the last month.. better yet, since the last year. and as i look back, i have no regrets because shit happens and you deal with it, thats life. a lot have shitty things have happened within the past week though, one of which was a BUNCH of immature manipulative shit with this asshole and losing my ipod but whatever ( Read more... )

for the past few weeks, i've been busy trying to figure things out and came to the conclusion that there is no solution to this. the problem itself eventually dissapated away, leaving the solution within ourselves in which every person involved figured out their own escape ( Read more... )

why do some people just leave a permanent imprint in your mind?

( so you don't wake up to regret... shes gone yearss away )

i just realized today that sometimes strangers can be more consoling/considerate than your own friends...

its sad, yet comforting.

i honestly wish this was all a dream ( Read more... )