i am floating along, and suddenly, it is dark and I feel scared for no apparent reason. when the sun shine returns, i find myself renewed.

and when i woke up this morning, i said, "i guess i just have to jump back in."

cleaning the house tonight. starting to pack, move out of my home for the last year. i'll miss it. but: maybe the time to be transient and hopeful has finally arrived. and maybe, if i'm lucky, i'l lstart living again, and never look back.

let's try this again.

i just feel sad.

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i am SO TIRED.
and this is the first time i have sat on my bed in days, and i am remarkably surprised at how easily i am coming back into my own life.

but still tired. and full of hope and youth, as well.
and pretty alright with being by myself.

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look for the car in this news story. and i picture him in it and it is just so fucked up.

and it makes me think and my heart heavy.

Check-Check-Check it: good for planet earth.
RIP Dylan, We'll miss you.

in other news: i'm bushed.