i'm still alive. that's all i have to update for now.

love,
your friend,
my stomach hurts,
desiree

i don't know why i am updating here. i haven't written here in forever. maybe it is like my Holiday letter. you know, the ones that over-zealous soccer moms send out every year to brag about their kids or husbands promotions? Anyway, life is pretty good right now. I don't have any complaints. (which of course will turn into a lie as i let my ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile, so i figured i would just update to say this:

rebounds are good in basketball, but lame in life.

same goes for one-night stands: awesome in basketball but a waste of time in life.

things are going well. i'm still having the time of my life with everything and i am getting over Justin. which is awesome. i think my favorite thing about someone breaking up with me, is that people will come up to us not knowing we broke up and give me some sort of compliment and he can hear it, and it makes me feel good. kind of like, "well, ( Read more... )

argh!

so, it's only been like a week since he broke up with me, but things have gotten a little better. i mean, i actually do get really sad about it (literally, once a day i will find myself getting all depressed about it). then, i realize that i don't wanna go back to the depressed person i use to be, so i just suck it up and say "fuck it ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to do. i've been crying non-stop since Thursday 6:30pm. even at work, i would just slip away and cry and put on more make-up to cover up. i hate that forces out there won't allow me to be happy. i was so fucking happy like two posts ago! i hate that i still don't know what it's like to be IN LOVE but i know what it is like ( Read more... )

just now.

justin broke up with me tonight.

i can't even see straight, i'm so sad and confused.

so, continuously happy ( Read more... )

so yesterday was so fucking awesome (even though i was sick ALL DAY) but b/c i had gotten a call to come back as the tomato for Six Degrees and was getting another waiver for it! So, I call my mom to tell her about it, and she just puts me in a really good mood b/c she was like "I'm so happy for you, you are finally happy for once, and you deserve ( Read more... )