why did I submit myself to your shit ( Read more... )

Food is the Enemy Part 1:

Starve myself to kill the pain
Bad habits
Self-destruction
Non- existent healthy solutions
Striving to be pretty
Skinny

Bones make me feel whole
Like I can truly conquer the world
If I lose 20 more pounds

An impossible goal
Binge
Purge
Starve
Repeat

I have allowed society to brainwash me
I need to fight back

I am reviving my journal from the dead ( Read more... )

Hooray. Within the next 48 hours my myspace account will be no more. I don't enjoy most of the shit on myspace so I got rid of it. Being introduced to more music was great but I can do that without having a myspace account. I don't think I am better than you if you enjoy myspace and live for the thing. I just plainly don't want a myspace and think ( Read more... )

Aha. Winter break, finally ( Read more... )

So this past week has been crummy for the most part ( Read more... )

So. Out of the house. Stayed at the droog's last nite. Not sure where i'll be staying from now on. Thank you to Alex, the amazing veck that gave me a place to go. It's appreciated and I'd be stuck in shit if you weren't here.

The goal is to be out of my house friday, where i'll be I dont know, but I'll be out. And here's le fucking tigre for my mood and my dad and his judgement ( Read more... )

I miss my droog quite a bit.

and.....

Mike gets out of jail today.

Alex is not here ( Read more... )