no like seriously i can't lol i'm actually leaving in um i think 14 or 13 days now i thought it was much shorter imma loser i know hehe. ummmmmmmm theres nuthin goin on in my life at this moment juss doin the typical things every day and yeah i really need to start gettin my stuff for my dorm and i need a monologue and a song lol wow i wait till ( Read more... )

i'm just so stressed right now. my family have been acting like complete assholes to me lately even though i'm leaving in 11 DAYS!!! whatever i just can't stand anybody right now i just want to leave this fuckn trashy boring town with its fake ass people. obviously there are a select few who don't fall into this category at least i don't think so ( Read more... )

i leave in 3 weeks and 3 days.....word thats it ok bye

so i'm finally realizing the bad things after surgery....u can't smoke or drink or exercise!!! :( i was drinking today and i hadta stop cuz i forgot u'r not allowed to drink cuz it can slow down the healing process boooo that sux :( and i wanna exercise so badly!!! but i can't for like another 3 weeks ahhhhh it sux!!! i'm still happy about the ( Read more... )

soooooooo nuthins happened much i guess my joseph z. is leaving tomorrow for the navy :( imma miss him he's a great kid but he'll be back. um i went to his lil party thing on saturday and it was fun. later on we went to sean m.'s house and watched house of the dead wow that movie is sooooo bad we couldn't even watch it all. then we all went home ( Read more... )

so my cousin Max just got here. He's gonna be living with me until he gets his act together i guess. oh no this is gonna be crazy he's a nut but he's cool though. Haha Amanda i told him about you lol he's my age so now its gonna be like "twins" haha yeah thats what my parents said yeah um...my boobies are a little sore cuz of the removal of the ( Read more... )

i haven't even gone out since my surgery! well i mean i have like to my grandmothers house and like i would go out in front of my house wow. i need to go out i'm not even in pain as much anymore. i got my stitches taken off today it didn't really hurt...sorta. so i don't have to wear my ugly smelly surgical bra thank god. i get to wear sports bras ( Read more... )

i'm in pain....and not cuz of my surgery. what the fuck is wrong with guys? joe says he stopped talking to me cuz i'm leaving how fuckn gay is that whatever i'm done talking to people. if you realy care about me then u can go ahead and make your attempt at talking to me i'm done trying to get people to like me.

well i got my surgery done i'm soar right now. I hung out w/ joe amanda's cuzin wow was that a bad night. his friend was a complete asshole and ugh i can't believe some1 can be that rude! i haven't talk ta joe since that night but oh well...i really miss joe r. tho....i dunno y he won't talk ta me but its gettin me pretty upset. i mean i'm trying ( Read more... )

one more day till SNIP-SNIP-SNIP!! BYEBYE BOOBIES!! don't take it personal u were juss too big and i'm juss oh so small sorri!! heheheheh yes i'm talkn to my boobs shutup newayz i'm goin out tonite w/ joe amanda's cuzin yeah ::brushes shoulders off:: mi friend nichelle is comin along for the ride as well yup yup yuperoo i'm so hyper and ecstatic ( Read more... )