i have been hurt to many times, by to many people that i love. but this one is the worst cause i do know we are just on a break but everytime i see her or think of her or think about this stupid break i cry, like alot. this whole thing just makes me think i should get up and leave. i dont know if its the right decision or the wrong. but if i were i ( Read more... )

life is full of dating, falling in love, friends, family, and pain. ofcourse there is alot of other stuff but this stuff is what i expecially want to talk about right now. the reason im talking about is because well i havent been in here for a very long time, and its what has been on my mind for a couple of days. so im just gonna go off starting ( Read more... )

Love is like 30 Knives ( Read more... )

so i know that i havent posted in a long while, and really thats because i pretty much forgot all about this stuff. so what has happened since i last posted, welll me and jess broke up which still kills me yes, and just to through it out there i still kind a love her. but its ok cause i am dating hanna who is amazing in her own little way. i have ( Read more... )

so yeah i know i havent posted in along while. well my and jess had our one year anniversary, which didnt turn out like i wanted it to. umm she ended up getting mad at me because i didnt sit with her on the bus. my locker is right next to scotts little sisters. i was trying to quit smoking but thats not gonna happen. i got a hookah. i hung out with ( Read more... )

this day fucking sucked ass, i got stude up, so now i dont have nething to smoke and i really need my nicotine right now because im getting stressed out really badly and jess might have gotten here phone taken away so i cant talk to her, omfg i just want to go to sleep but i cant because i need to smoke somthing

so yeah there is a fucking freshman girln amed emily who likes me, well some of jessica's friends told her that i have been cheating on her. which now mean greg is starting to come out. and if he does this wont be good

so yeah my life right now is wierd because i have alot of people who like me more then just friends and i dont know how to get rid of that. i dont know so im gonna try to have a party in december

so i am loved by many people. whether it is because i have great parties or because im fun or the actually love me.

idk why im saying this

oh yeah so apperently amys bf wants to kick marks johns, and my ass. which basically i have to say bring it the fuck on cause you will not walk away mother fucker. but watever ya know.

who cares

so i found out that my bed is being taking away

i was in a good mood till about five minutes ago