why is it that i'm a junior and i still can't register for my fucking classes?! why is it that i can't get into the class for my major! i can't get into the lab i need. the only class i can get is this stupid hum class that i'll be taking with a bunch of fucking sophomores...god damn Cascade high school and they're lack of education! i hate that ( Read more... )

I feel like i should be doing something right now. i finished my lab report. I should go talk to Gouri about my protein but I know he's just going to tell me that I need to purify it. I just need to wait until Olga gets back I suppose. I should read this paper on p105 and Tpl2. I'm tired though. God my lab report is shitty and so was the last one. ( Read more... )

sad...

So Piotr came over to my place at like 7...i had to get ready really fast...he brought me 21 RED ROSES!! He's never given me flowers before. It was so sweet that I almost started to cry. Then we left....we both hadn't eaten anything but we were going to be late...at that point I knew we were going to a show. So on the way we stopped at McDonalds.. ( Read more... )

woo b-day tomorrow...no i'm not getting drunk...not that i know of at least :)

threesomes shouldn't be forced...it just leads to failure and dissappointment.

head hurts...to much sun...too much soccer...too much ochem. i need to concentrate but i just am getting tired...and my head hurts too much. oy

haha...right...so about my last journal entry...i fail miserably. i'm such a dumbass...i will get better at this. i won't let him get to me...he's not WORTH it!!! he may think his life is so important that nobody else matters...but someday...he'll let himself see that it's not true...that to get a good relationship with anyone you have to GIVE... ( Read more... )

why do i even bother with him? he is just so selfish...and he doesn't even realize it. i just need to give up on him...it's not worth it. (no not piotr :) )
ay...maybe he'll grow out of it....boys will be boys...some just don't mature that quickly. or just are a little nearsighted.
oh well. count this one as a loss.

hmm i should be going running right now...but i'm just so sleepy...and it's cold outside...cold for SD that is. i'm excited...chipotle and penguins tonight! hells yes...so HOT... today was just a bit long...i did a shit load of ochem today...hopefully i can get an A in that class this quarter. it's kind of sad that i have to wait around for my ( Read more... )