wow scary...i feel too young...or i feel like i'm getting old...haven't decided

Hmm...my head hurts...just finished reading how IkB Kinase is an essential component of the Tpl2 signaling pathway...yeah ( Read more... )

why must i react the way i do? why can't i just be fucking happy? why do i have to lash out at him? why does he have to be so defensive? why can't i just suck it up? why do i have to be so bitter?

People who work at starbucks are mindless people who deserve to work at starbucks for the rest of their lives. They are ignorant and lazy and superficial. but yet...oh so necessary to make the world go round...like the people who work at McDonalds...

ok...my extended family is really weird. kim, the fiance, got replaced by kimberly...the redheaded bimbo with big boobs...scary.
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btw...garden state is a great movie...i love it...i can watch that over and over again...it just makes me so happy :)

just need to make it through the next couple of days...then i can leave...everything will be ok...i hope

i feel so very stupid...i'd give him the world if i could...but i know he wouldn't give me a penny

hmm...suppose to be studying for ochem...not happening. this weekend has been too much. i just feel like i can't handle all of this. it sucks to be struggling for a B in ochem and chem lab. i feel like my effort should deserve more...but i don't think that is reality. a lab report due tuesday, a midterm wednesday, a lab report due thursday...but ( Read more... )

9 months!!

hmm...4 hours in the lab...not waiting for my gel to dry or for anything like that...actually doing work for 4 hours...oy...so tired ( Read more... )